Happily Ever After

2006-03-12T06:47:00.000-08:00

moved to www.elleblatsyrc.blogspot.com

2006-03-03T06:19:00.000-08:00

ever since the year 2006 arrived and i stepped into a secondary school,
i feel the world has changed totally..
everything has totally changed...
new faces although my primary school friends are all there.
i still miss my primary school life..
all the retarded times i had with all my friends..
i miss every single one of them..
althought sometimes we think bad about each other and talking bad about each other behind each other's back.
i always thought that i can always stay a same person...
but i guess i'm wrong...
i find that i've totally changed into another person...
someone totally different...
it seems like i've lost my old self and found a new soul.
i always thought that i can always be with my friends...
but i think i'm wrong too...
now it seems like we're all drifting apart.
we found our own friends and not hanging out with each other anymore.
infact when we see each other, its just a hi and bye.
just simple sentences.
or i should say short simple sentences.
we are talking lesser to each other...
normally when we have some trubles or something, we will always look for each other..
now that we have our own problems, we hesitate to tell each other...
sometimes we even lie to each other that we're okay...
but actually deep down inside we are badly hurt.
i can tell from their facial expression.
and normally i don't want to talk much and just say okay and walk off.
i want to help them but just something is stopping me.
its stopping me from going up to them and ask them if they are really okay...
whether they need help.
and sometimes if they needed help from me, i will just say i don't know how to help and just forget it...
and after awhile, i'll just feel very guilty.
i always regret not even trying to help.
but i really want to help them... as i said, something is stopping me.
i seems like i care more about my classmates now then my primary school friends.
its all different now.
time has changed. so as everything..
looking back at the photos we took together is really hurtful.
as i remember all the happy times we had together.. and now they're all gone..
vanish..
i really hope one day we can just sit down and talk to one another and remember everything we've done together and remember all our happy times we had together.....
sometimes i say or do things that will make me regret in the end.
i really hope that nothing of this sort will happen to me again...
i'm very confused over somethings now.
i don't know how to solve things myself and i always depend on others.
i'm just very confused now...
i really don't know what to do now..
i really don't know if i had made a biggest mistake in my life knowing some people in school.
just hope i don't regret too much...

2006-03-02T00:44:00.000-08:00

finally i'm back again...
i know that my blog is dying...
didn't have a chance to post for a long long time...
okay....
talking about my school...
hmmm..... i am happy in STC.
i love being with all my friends and sharing my jokes with all of them.
ever since i stepped out of ijbt, i lost all my rtetarded-ness.
but i met a RETARDED girl. no actually a few...
and they somehow got back some of my retarded-ness. yupps!
so far, i'm very happy in STC..
i like everything that is happening..
and i got one EFL camp coming up!
and its next week.
i hope it'll be fun until i don't want to go home.. lol.
yay! can spend 3 days with all my RETARDED friends!
but i will miss everything that is at home...
Esp my pillow, toys, blanket etc etc.... hahahaha
and straight away after the camp, convinence....
wahh...... shiok mann...
but sure damn tired one lahh.
i love NOT to stay at home.
i rather be with my friends then be with my family members. yupps. i don't know why.
i just prefer my friends than my family members.
can't wait for next week!!!! WHOO HOO!
the whole school will be out!!!!!
but only the pathetic sec 1s in Singapore...
hahaha.. stupid lor...
but we're doing some dragon boating thingy...
should be fun yah?
i find that my life has changed totally....
because of the school..
but some people think i changed in character...
i really don't know...
but i don't think so.
i really don't know.. but i went to ask some of my primary school friends, they all said i didn't change but i become more soft-hearted....
hai yah.. i kind off agree with her lah.. i become more soft-hearted..
yups, but i really don't want to be TOO soft-hearted.. yea...
i really fell in love with her school...
but NOT with the CCA...
i want to change CCA.... but i scared mr Francis will scold...
i really want to change my CCA... i regreted joining band..
i want to join guitar.. yupps... guitar..
at least the practices are not so long and it doesn't fall on the wednesday..
alright.. i think i got to be going now...
post another time...
byebye.

2006-02-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

just came back from eucharist...

don't quite like the songs sung today... hehe...

quite short...

but today is a fun day lahh..

when im walking home suddenly got toe cram...

wahh.. damn pain...

cannot walk properly..

oh yahh...

when me and my sister was on our way to church...

when we're walking the opposite block of my block which is 184,

one guy was walking towards the lift,

then the door was about to close...

then we put his leg there to stop the door from closing lahh...

when he door bang his shoulders i said very loud "kah biang"

then the door really his him lahh...

then the impact was damn funny...

so i like "buhh!" also very loud lahh...

and i thing the guy heard me...

then when we walk pass the lift, me and my sister turn the other way and laugh...

yahh lahh. the impact was damn funny...

and i bet the guy will be like damn angry lor.. hahhaa...

but i don't care!

hahaha...

and today got a group of people on the second level...

they was eating yu shen lahh...

then my mother say they shout damn loud...

all the things said when you "lao" the thingy..

then when me and my sister was in the lift coming home from eucharist,

she stop the lift at the 2nd level...

and then the door open.. then when it was about to close then she shout "lao ahh!!"

damn loud lorr.. hahahaha...

think the people can hear... hahaha...

funny things happened today...

hope tomorrow will be the same..

hmmm... still wondering what to buy for valentines day....

wahh... headache mann...

i think i will buy that thing which is in my mind right now lahh....

"please just don't play with me,

my paper heart will bleed,

this wait for destiny won't do,

be with me please i beseech you..

simple things that make you run away,

catch you if i can..."

hahaha... the song my paper heat...

it keeps playing in my head now...

and got one more song...

"And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice

Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling

And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain

Just smile back..."

its eminem! when im gone

i love it so much...

its so nice..

haahaha...

haiz... tomorrow having catcechesim class...

sian mann...

i don't want to go lorr...

i rather stay at home and sleep...

haiz...

why is there only 2 days rest in a week?

so stupid mann...

wahh... i damn tired now...

why *you not online? ARHH!!!!!

my eyes cannot open anymore... hahaha....

alright....

bye bye...

2006-02-02T05:21:00.000-08:00

i didn't have my afternoon nap today!!!
hahha.. acutually is i couldn't get to sleep...
thinking of something...
what should i buy for valentines day?
hmmm... still wondering if i should buy that.
something's in my mind... but should i or should i not buy it...?
thats my problem...
hahha...
tomorrow we're having swimming heats!
i don't have time to go and support lahh...
but i want to go!!! hahahah...
all my classmates should be damn excited yahh?
must win for caterine house OKAY??? LOL...

today i almost fell asleep during DnT lesson...
it was so damn hell boring cann!
many of my friends was falling asleep too... all having sleepy looks on their faces...
so funny..
yea.. buy we only have 2 mins break inbetween 3 PERIODS!!!
45 + 45 +45 ....... can you imagine?? 1hr and 35 mins...
only 2 mins break...
WHAT IS THIS!
then when the bell rang for dismissal, you can hear many YES!!!
wahh... the class arh...
the only thing i like about DnT is the drawing part..LOL...
but my sister said its boring.. i don't think so leh.. hahha...

who got the song "all about you" ?
im dessprate for that song.. LOL...
it is sung by Mcfly..
i can't find the song.. hahaha...
i just love that song...
it just come to my mind like that..
for no reason... i don't know why... LOL..
if anyone haf that song, please tell me...
i really want it... hahaa...

now listening to the song My Paper Heart..
im stuck to it now...
bet it'll play in my head again and again later..
i want to sleep!
im so tired!
okay... bye.. hahaha

2006-01-22T01:54:00.000-08:00

time: 6:10pm

back again..
sorry never post for 'years'
hahaha
just came back from living in..
wasn't a good day after all.
nevermind.. i'll talk about my camp.
on friday, i had catholic camp..
quite fun.. not bad..
played alot.. make new frens also.
i got kissed on the cheek my kristel!
EEWW!
yah but she's a great friend lah.. haaha
did alot of activities..
very fun lah.. the whole thing...
i got back ache.. haha!
but now feeling better...
we got pizza on the first day...
the second day, they went to keep the milo over night..
and it turned sour..
some poeple still went to drink it up although it was sour..
disgusting please!
i had cold milo instead and bread. haha..
we slept at 12.. alot of people keep talking..
so noisy. woke me up.
and someone snored really loud..
and i heard that desiree talked in her sleep.
haha!
i want to have somemore camps..
hahaha...
so fun to stay over night in school.
but i miss everyone i know... at home, in church...
everywhere!
and obviously someone very very important.
the first half of the camp was damn hell boring lahh.
i hate it..
but the other half was okay.. yah..
still enjoyed myself..

i wonder whats for dinner tonight..
i don't want to go to school tomorrow..
i want to stay at home...
i want to sleep...
i want to play...
i just don't wan to go back to school tomorrow.
it's so boring.
if only now is the holidays..
haiz.... im so bored now..

why you* never come online?!

2006-01-01T06:12:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!!!!

Gosh! im just too lazy to think that im going back to school in 2 days time! i just don't want to go back to school.. see the people in my class, i kinda regret on my results. haiz.. but wad can i do? work hard lor.. sian! i just don't want to go back to school. facing the people in the school is such a preassure!! my books... my name hasn't been written on it yet.. OH NO! have the do it all tomorrow.. n i have to start sleeping early n stuffs like this! ARH!!!! i want to go to school is to see my friends... n ONLY to see my frens.. no other motives! just some life i have man. work hard work hard work hard work hard work hard!!!!!! now all i have in mind is work hard. haiz....

yes! yesterday! the countdown!
i had it in Holy Trinity.
there were carols by the communities of Holy Trinity...
those youngters.. yup yup
it was kinda fun yesterday wif all the shoutings n stuff...
yes joey, u're the noisiest... lol.
actually not, it was cyprain.
both of u la!
ytd was fun n enjoying...
same to my mother n my sis(hazel)
went to see fireworks.. lol
my sister video typed it all down
haven't looked at it yet.
should be damn hell nice.
just now, my relatives came..
ate steam boat
drink abit... lol
den we watch horror movie... the wig
now dunno wad they watching
alright.. nothing to post about oreadi. byez

2005-12-26T09:14:00.000-08:00

YELLOW

You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

2005-12-25T06:18:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!

just came back from my cousin's house...
went there to play majiong...(or wadeva the spelling is)
and watched princess diaries...
i had a wonderful christmas eve and christmas day..
n hope everyone of u had the same spirit as i had!
we had a party, on the 24th..
n we went to the midnight mass after tt..nth special this yr..
after tat, we walked home...
and i used the comp, till 3 plus.
den i went to bathe and sleep.
thats all for christmas.. nth special this yr though.
and so far, only one present. LOL...
but nevermind. there'll be more. (i hope)lol

2005-12-23T05:37:00.000-08:00

the hurtful thought in my heart would not subside . someone has to save me from this . its totally painful n i cannot control it . would some kind hero help me ? i really need ur help .

2005-12-21T21:17:00.000-08:00

Just came back from school.
I'm going to STC!
YAY!!
Can go 2 school wif Delores...
I'm so gonna miss Fatin..
After being wif her for so long, finally we have to part...
Sob sob...
i just hope tt i won't miss her too much... LOL!
oh yea, i'm gonna miss Jacquelyn too!!
OH MAN!!!
I'm so gonna miss the both of them.
and of cuz other people..

and for some1, i hope ur sister will be alright..
hope tt she'll get well soon.
and dont be too overjoyed.. HEHE!!

2005-12-06T19:10:00.000-08:00

My greatest wish to happen to me is to DIE!

thats me greatest wish.

i just hope everything will be fine.

if everything is now, i won't feel like dying.

but now everything is going wrong.

and its totally better off without me.

my life sucks!

totally.

i hate the way some people treat me.

it hurts alot.

i just want to live a simple life.

a happy life.

but it's has all been ruined.

why must everything be like tt?

why can't i just be happy like the other people could.

why people can be happy and i, being sad???

whats happening.

i just want to end my life right now.

no matter what is going to happen.

i totally hate my life.

i hate everything that happened!!!!!

i just wish that everyone will understand how i feel.

and know the truth b4 getting angry with me.

you don't want to face the truth.

i didn't mean what had happen to you n me.

i don't want it to happen either.

i just hate the way u treated me last time.

thats all.

why must this happen to me? MY LIFE??!!

all i want to do now, is to die!!!!!!!!!!!

IN PEACE!

2005-12-06T00:51:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Vera's chalet
It was fun
And sad also.. haha
We didn't sleep the first night
The second night we said ghost stories
Yup, but all the stories was not scary
yah la
hahaha
den Mary told me that Cyprain sleep walk
He was actually in the chair sleeping
Then suddenly he just stand up walk to Vera and lie on her
Then everyone started laughing
Yup then Julian brought him back to the room
Ytd we walked to Red House in the afternoon
But we didn't go in
Cause the workers are there and afraid that they might report to the police
So we just see then walk off
Then later that night
They went there again without me, Deborah and Mary and the 2 small kids
yupp. and my sister told me that the Lion head moved
It was facing the front in the afternoon
Then when they go there, it facing the side
So they don't care la
They laughed
Then after awhile they came back
Then started on the ghost stories
The sad thing is on the last day which is today
we checked out from the chalet
then the bus was there already
then we got in
we reached pasir ris
while getting down
Julian's hp dropped out from his back pocket
i took it
i went down return it to him
he snatch in and walk away
without saying sorry
my thinking is that he still hate me alot
although i didn't do anything
so i don't care la
nevermind lor
just wait
one day he will be nice to me.

AHH! aft 3 days of chalet
my body aching until like shit already
want to die already
ytd my both legs was like pain until i couldn't walk at all
once move, pain already
so i was actually having some difficulty sleeping
but in the end managed to sleep
yupp yupp.
thats all for the past few days.............

2005-11-28T20:59:00.000-08:00

TO ANONYMOUS!!!
wa. i cant believe it.
u dun understand simple eng!
AWWWW...HOW SAD!
bet u got a U-grade for eng.
pls la. until now u still
dun wanna reveal ur real name.
sucha loser, coward, chicken.
dare to tag dun dare to put ur name.
STUPO.
eat slug.
i pity ur mother, giv birth to a
loser like u.
AWWWW...SOOOO SSAADD.
I help ur mother to cry.
SOBS SOBS SOBS SOBS SOBS
SOOOO SSAAADDD.
ai yo...
reallie pity ur parents.
n ur family.
n (if any) ur fwens.
got sucha loser company wif em.
SIGH.
SSSOOO SAD!
i cry 4 those who noe u.
juz their luck to noe u man.
u're a jinx.
every where u go, ppl will get depression.
n suffer frm senile dementia.
u're like a fatal disease.
for example, the smell of ammonia,
and methane. moving via diffusion in everyone's
path and killing their nostrils.
causing brain damage
and coronary heart disease.
AWWWWW. SOOO SAD!
soon ppl will despise you.
n u bcum a loner.
juz a loser.
and a total lamer.
totally suit u.
u r a big L !
L L L
Break the world record of
biggest L.
L=loser
L=lamer
L=loner
AWWW. SO SAD!
Then when u die.
No one mourns.
No funeral.
U'll be stuffed into the incinerator.
Burnt.
Forgotten.
Lost frm the face of the earth.
No reincarnation.
No pity.
No rememberance.
No sadness for u.
No one cares.
Not even ur fwens.
Not even ur parents,
family n relatives.
Because u brought downfall to em.
U r a shame to em.
U cause ur family and fwens to
be looked down by others.
Jinx they call u.
A curse brought to mankind.
A tragedy.
Smth worse than a natural disaster.
u'll b despised and rejected.
everyone watches ur death.
wif happiness deep within their hearts.
everyone awaits ur death.
counts down.
rejoice and celebrate at ur death bed.
no repentence for u.
NOTHING.

hey u dumbass.
crystal din even do anything to u.
so wad's wif u and all ur cowardy nonsense?
reflect pls.
oh. prob u dun even understand.
i'll juz cry for u.
oh no.
u dun deserve pity.
well, i'll juz await the dae
u leave the earth n rejoice.
in simple words.
I WANNA WATCH U DIE !

2005-11-26T17:09:00.000-08:00

Its all my fault of what happened. You can blame me if you want. I'm sorry for everything. And i totally hate myself now. So lets just forgive and forget. And let everything be normal again. Please, i'm sorry.

2005-11-25T05:42:00.000-08:00

Lala. Don't ask me anything. All i have to say is shit my results.

Went to Vera's house today.

Her dog damn ferocious.

Keep barking non stop.

One of her dogs came in and attack my butt. =)

The female one is the fiercer one.

And the female one bits. Haha.

The male one is more friendly.

But both also ferocious.

We went there to practice on our dance.

Think of what to wear.

And is nine more days to her chalet.

Fast right?

And there's a poster on the wall.

It was Undertaker.

While we were practicing our dance, Mary keep looking at him.

Keep copying his action over and over again.

Making everyone laugh.

And then later she replaced the poster with Jay Chou.

And thats worse.

She also kept copying his action.

And then later Mary say she prefer Undertaker,

so she tare down Jay Chou.

And then we practice again.

Then she was like, ey i want to marry him. He so handsome.

Then Vera was like, he got wife already la.

Thanks Vera and Mary for helping me with the letter. =)

And Delores, thank you for being there whenever i need you to. =)

2005-11-22T12:53:00.000-08:00

This is what the sweetest Fatin in the world wrote for me. =)

You entered my life. I craft your name in my heart. You made a garden in my life. You put enough soil in my heart. You placed some plants. You made sure you watered me enough. You gave me love. You cared for me to make sure that i will have the best garden. You made sure that i have enough love. You made sure i will get enough sunlight. You gave me everythiing. You are my everything.

Thanks for the garden you made in my heart.

Ain't she so sweet to write that for me? She's the sweetest friend i've ever had on earth. I'm soo happy to have met her. She really brought colours to my life. She brightened me up whenever i'm down. She was there when i'm in need. She is a nice friend to be with. She is always there when i needed her. All i can say is that she's the best la. HAHA.

And for Jolene, she's the most retarded friend i've had. She will make me laugh until my tummy will ache till like siao. She's the best also. She was always by my side whenever i'm down. But frankly speaking, she is soo into cute guys. HAHA. Jolene, cannot think of them too much, okiie? haha... Olene.....

Delores! This crazy friend. She is always the retarded one by my side. I always call me sister as peck. Can imagine how many times i used to call delores? HAHA. I also dunno why i'll call my sister as peck. Haiz. But this Delores here is different from the others. When she has the time to act retard, she will be very very very retard. Also can make you laugh until stomach ache. Serious. And when its time to be not so retard, hmm.. let me see.. She will either be more reatard, or very in to the thing that is happening around her. Yea. She's a nice friend to go roller blading with. Yea. I like her so much. Really love her alot. Delores? Can you remember you act as a Korean woman. And you said you were pregneant? HAHA!!!! And you want to go to the Suntect City mall. HAHAA... Mad la you.

KASTHURI!!! LAST OF ALL. MY CRAZY PARTNER. Sit with her infront of Mrs Rasa also can talk alot of kok and play so much. HAHA. I know i always disturb her when teacher is talking or when we're doing our work. And sometimes when we never do some pages of something like tt, we will copy teacher's answer. HAHA. Dumb of her to put the answers on the OHP. haha... Really miss sitting with you in class and being crazy. Really miss you alot man!! Rock on KATHURI! DON'T CRY ANYMORE. hehe... =p

YUPP! And those are things i have to say to my friends. Or should i say, retarded friends? HAHA. okay okay.
Well fart? I did what you told me to. =) happy?

2005-11-19T14:23:00.000-08:00

In 4 days time, i'm gonna get back my results. And this is scary. I want to go to STC! But also don't feel like. HAHA. I really want to be with my friends. For life! I really want to thank them for being at my side whenever i needed them to. I really have to offer them a big thank you. They friendship they had for me will never be erased. It'll always remain with me till the end of time. I love my friends so much. Although we fight, we quarrel, we talk bad about each other behind each other's back, we still must remain as friends forever till the end of time. I won't ever forget the times we ad together. Especially when we acted retarded, the times we went out and make fun of ppl. And other memorable time, i will never forget. LOVE YOU GUYS AND HOPE TO SEE YOU ALL NEXT YEAR!

2005-11-12T19:21:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ODI!!!!!!!

Came back and post again. i was kinda bored as no one is toking to me online. so i decided to post as i've never posted for a hell long time.
Well, so far annoymous is still not scared. well, whoever you are, just leave me alone.
I've found someone who will really treat me well and good. I really appreciate him. And julian would be my friend. Close friend instead. Yupp yupp.
ARH!!!! Graduation is coming. And Jolene is going. Haiz. She's going on a cruise to no where. And she will not be attending graduation. And tt is so sad! Can't we even have a chance to be with her in grauduation? This is so fucky. I will really miss the times i had with her. All the crazy memorise will always remain in me! =D She prepared a gitf for all of us. And she'll be giving us on Tuesday. And the next day, she will be on cruise!!!! OH MAN! This is seriously fast. And our results are coming out soon. I'm so damn excited and scared at the same time. I'll be damn scared on the day of our results being publish. ARH!!!!!!!! So scared. I want to pass. And i want to go to STC. ooo...
I like the colour of the sky. So nice. Purple and blue. Nice colours. If only my sister was at home with her camera. She'll love the sky sooo much. They are all fading away. I just love the colours of the night sky. They're so beautiful. Guess i got nothing more so say. So Tata... Ciao ciao.

2005-10-30T13:29:00.000-08:00

Whatever lor, if the thing still carry on on my tagbaord, i'm gonna delete it. I don't care. It's so irritating. Don't want to tell you the hell are you.Fuck lor.
Well, well, many days have passed. I'm still so damn sad. Nothing is going through my head. Haiz. And DOROTHY, my sister never tell me anything YOU told her. I don't even know that YOU we're online on a particular day, i don't know anything and my sister did NOT told me anything. Whatever it is, i hope YOU see this. Cause you're going too far. You think you can scold my sister means my sister cannot scold you la? Fuck sia. Whatever la. Things have been happening weirdly to me this few days. I just want to know the truth and thats all. I'm really feeling very terrible. Why must things happen to me and my friends. Why must there be a cold fight? Why must everything go wrong? It's going to be the end of the year and we still cannot be together JUST FOR ONCE????? It is just so horrible. Talking bad about people behind their backs. WHY???? Why must everything be a chaos when we are already seperating? Can't we just be together for once and get out of this school and take care of everything? Why must people be so selfish? Care for other people's feelings please. I hate the attitude you all have given towards us. Do you all think we can stand you? You are just too selfish to let a member of your group to reunite with us. Why? Because there is hatred in you. And you will regret when the time comes. Think twice before doing it please. Think whether you are hurting someone. Think whether the person wants to talk to you or even go back and be friends with you. Can't you just make someone happy before leaving this school? Make it a memoriable time. Don't make someone angry or sad. Just because you really hate them. Is your sorry a true one? Does it come from your heart? Do you really mean it? Or is it because you see us say sorry to you and Mrs Rasa ask you all to say, then you say? To see someone sad, crying everyday, is this what you want to see when you leave the school? She is once your friend too. Do you think she is not as sad as you? You tear her things that she had given you. You think she is happy? Show your true colours in school. And when you are at home, you act like an angel. Is this what you want to be through all these years? To cheat yourself? Is this what you want to see in you. Love others as much as you love yourself. You can love your TRUE FRIENDS now, why can't you love your one and onlu friend, who stand by you the past few months, who know who you really are, and who help you whenever you are in need? Why can't you share the love you had among ur true friends and everyone around you? Even your enimies? Why can't you just say a proper sorry? Whats wrong??Are we going to eat you up when you say sorry to your friend? We will be happy instead. And do you think your friend want to see you leave the school in this manner? Goin with the bad and not turing to good over the years? Why are you cheating yourself? Think abt it.... (not to mention names, thoes are my classmates.)

2005-10-28T21:49:00.000-07:00

TO: ANONYMOUS !!!!
Please stop disturbing my sis.
There r many things u can do
besides juz coming to dis blog n
type ur anger out in the wee teenie
weenie box.
Nt worth it.
Cuz u gain nothing.

Come. Lemme advise wad u can do.
But b4 dis lemme ask u a few qns.
R u sufferin frm depression?
R u sufferin frm mental illness?
R u in need of fwens?
If none of this tally.
Well.
There are many more things u
can do.

1. tok to ur own true fwens.
2. go on msn
3. brush up on ur eng. read bks.
4. hav ur own blog to vent ur frustration.
5. listen to hard core music n scream ur lungs out.
6. take up music class. compose ur own music
in accordance to ur feelings?
7. go shopping!
8. watch movies.
9. look for a psychologist if u need one.
10. juz b URSELF. do unto others wad u wan
them to do for you.

( wad u r doing now
may hurt others if u're unaware. Im sure
u wld'nt wan sm1 to call u a slut or wadeva
crap nuisance vulgarities. Im sure u wld'nt
like sm1 to interfere in ur relationship if u
have one in the future. Im sure, u juz wanna
be a simple n happy person, leading a carefree life.
So. I hope u do some self reflection.
No one blames u for tt character of urs.
Tt's wad n who u r.
Dun mind if u leave ur real name b4 leaving.
And if u still wanna remain stubborn n ignorant.
N continue typing ur frustration here.
I've got nth to say.
Cuz at the end of the dae, im glad, ive
said wad i wanted to say. N im nt using
a demanding tone here. So it doesnt reallie
matter if u bother abt dis msg to u or nt.
Cuz i accept for who n wad u r.
And i respect ur personal views tt
u expressed here. Every one has their
own rights wad, rite? So i juz hope tt
u will kindly stop flooding the tag board.
If u're still reading dis,
i salute to u.
And once again, i repeat.
If u're nt gonna change or bother
abt dis.
I've reallie got nth much to say.
Thank you :)

2005-10-14T21:40:00.000-07:00

Crazy picture of us.

Along the bridge....

In the sky?Nah, dream on man...haha.

mad gals..

2005-10-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

Today i didn't go to school...hahaha...No reason.

Suppose to go roller blading wif delores.

But in the end it rained.So canceled.

We decided to go on a Sunday.

yupz.

Didn't do much today.

Stayed at home the whole day and did nothing.Bored sia

Just thought everything would turn out fine.

but it rained.

sick man

spoil my day.

haiz.

went online in the morning.

saw some of my frens.

and (i think) julian was online

his fren said he is julian

but when i ask him,

he deny

dumb lor.

and his nick is damn lame

i am a ku ku

but it is obvious is him cause he uses kuku to call pple.

haha

but abit dun believe also

i duno why is he like so called avoiding me la.

thought of watching movie today also.

but everything canceled.

and i think change to tmr if i'm not wrong.

but i won't be going as it would be wasting money

cause i already watch the movie

which is corpse bride.

yup

duno when we will be having a sleep over party.

can't wait for it.

thought of either booking chalet or maybe camp at the beachside.

haha.how fun will it get?

well, nothing else to type already.

BYEZ!

2005-10-11T20:13:00.000-07:00

Thank you, Vera, for doing this for mi.

today went out wif delores, fatin, jolene and kasthuri.

yupp yupp, we went to watch Corpse Bride.

yupp, it was nice, touching and some part scary.

see the movie on posters, the skinny guy called Victor was standing beside corpse right?

but he didn't go with her.He went with someone else.

not suppose to say out.haha.

yeah. its nice.

have to go and catch it.

tmr we're going to protest!YES!

Anti-f*ckman project!

Whoo hoo!

it'll be so damn cool.

haha!can't wait.

My frens wana have sleep over parties.

not comfirm yet.EXCITED!

I like this song of Kelly Clarkson!!!!!

"Behind These Hazel Eyes"

Seems like just yesterday

You were a part of mi

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything, it felt so right

Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Now i can't breathe

No, i can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it, can't pretend

Just thought u we were the one

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears i cry

Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright

For once in my life

Now all that's left for me

Is what i pretend to be

So together, but so broken up inside

'Cause i can't breathe

No, i can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought u we were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears i cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, i blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No, i don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

Here i am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought u we were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears i cry
Behind these hazel eyes

____________________________________________________________

yupp yupp, dats it.

I love it too.

I actually trusted you* but u still tell other pple about me and him???

Hw could you.

Fuck you la.

Nxt time i won't tell you anything ever again.BIG MOUTH!

_____________________________________________________________

Is so damn true that once i see you, it kills me now.

My heart is the one.That is bleeding PAINFULLY in me whenever i see you

Why dose this have to happen between us.

And whoever is the annoymous, please stop stop bothering abt this matter.

I dun need you to tell me anything

I have enough.

Totally enough!!!!

I hate my life, i hate the feeling i'm having now.

I feel very very very regret.

If only you saw this.

How happy i would be to let you know how i feel.

This is totally fucking.

2005-10-06T13:01:00.000-07:00

Wad the damn bloody hell plz!!!!
Wad kind of paper is this.So fucky cann?
So hard, so many pple complaining.
Can die la, some pple never even finish.
Prepare for our death sia.

Hiaz.Tmr is my birthday.can't i just show some happiness on my face?
Why must i face all these miseries??FUCK!
I seriously wana dedicate this song to u*.
Please forgive mi.=(

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard wayto never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the side walk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid

Because of you

2005-10-02T11:47:00.000-07:00

Well, my birthday is next week.Vera told Uncle Joseph about my birthday.Den he said that they will celebrate my birthday with a mini agape.Thought of canceling it.But he said it's okay.So i have no choice but to say okay lor.Kinda excited too.And my PSLE is in 3 days time!!!!!WHHOOO HOOOO!So cool, wonder how many presents will i recieve frm my friends.And also wonder if he* will give mi.Ahaha.SOOO F******!Yesterday he look at mi until like really dun know me for duno how many days.IDIOT cann?Heart-broken also.=(

Delores birthday just over one day ago.Hope she like my Eeyore.Haha.So far got 2 early present.One give already but one not yet.The one that was given already is frm Olene.A nice lil necklace.Tha cross can change colour.THX JO!
She gave Delores something like same as mine but is a butterfly.Also very nice.So sweet right?Haiz.Wad a nice fren i have.Really thank God for that.Love all my friends alot!!!

OMG!I hate the class photo.So damn ugly cann?Everyone looks weird in there.Jolene is the perfect one.And my sister say that Sherly Tay looks very cute and small.Den i show her the diao look.HAHAHA!!

Got nothing more to say.Buai!

2005-09-28T18:08:00.000-07:00

alright Olene, i fulfil your wish.ahahaha!
actually this blogskin was Olene find for mi one.*(althought i didn't ask her too)but she was soo kind to let mi take a look at it,haiz.wad a nice LIL fren i have.so good to have you.if onli we won't go to diff schools.and can stay as frens forver.=)won't it be BEAUTIFUL????ahahaha!so ridiculars.

well, now chatting with deores and Olene.nice name she have yeah?new name given to her by mi!!!!yay!!!ahahah!now delores is offline.okay.hmmm....can smell the dinner that my mum is cooking.hmmm, wonder wad izzit.

Well, just had a very terrible time.but i finally faced my fears,i've done it.i told him.but i hope to be back again.as i said that it was for awhile.but all i can do now is to pray that we'll be together again and maybe never part?well, thx for all thoes pple who stood by mi.and who promised mi that they'd help.but i have to cooperate too yeah?wad to do?

i'm really very very sad now, althought u* told mi not to cry i think i would and just totally break down.i really hope that this wouldn't happen to mi anymore.i think i really cannot promise u*.sorry.(failed)i bet u hope to see mi happy again right?(like i used to be last time)but i dun think i can.i really felt damn bad when i said that to him.i really dun wana hurt anybody ever again.not even myself.i hate my life.i just want to get out of this world.i really hate my life.y must this happen to mi?

althought PSLE is coming, i have to really concentrate on it first and just pretend that nothing happen.just stop thinking abt anything and try to carry on with my life.sooner or ltr i'll really really cry my whole hearts out no matter wad happens.=(

2005-09-13T17:36:00.000-07:00

BOO!Back with all my noncence again....Heh.
Today Mrs Rasa abit bad mood.Scray sia.And kasthuri was like almost got into trouble lor.No, no.I should sae, she GOT into trouble. 'Cause of not completing her corrections.Lame lah she.Like nothing better to do, or never scold for very long, den start scolding pple.Make pple think that she's an idiot teacher.Haiz.Sad case.She's not larh.She...Okay larhz.Can say quite good lor.Like her teaching.Very good.

Hmm, kinda scared now.PSLE is getting closer and closer.But finish it the faster the better.Can enjoy and look forward to going to a new school!YAY!I'm looking forward to the Aloha chalet too!Hmm....Still wondering who else should i invite.Too many pple to think of now.Heh...

This yr i won't be able to celebrate my birthday.Maybe won't even recieve any presents.Why must PSLE be on my birthday.This is the second time my exam falls on my birthday lor.why must i be born on that day?sad case.but miee n delores planned to celebrate our birthdays aft PSLE.belated birthdays.wonder how will it be.See???Looking forward to sooo many things.All i haveta to now is concentrate on my studties and GET OVER IT MAN!!!!

Wonder hoe this saturday would be.Wadeva.Tmr i got reading!So excited.Haha.I never read b4 lahrz.Onli did intro.But, i realli realli want my sister to go tmr.Or else, i'll be very very sian lor.Pray that she'll go.But she dun go also good larhz.Can study for her prelims.BUT I REALLI WAN HER TO GO!!!!!! Jie, please, go????

Any minute i'll be going offline soon.So i'll say my last few words.*sobb sobb*
Hahahha!mad me. BLAH BLAH......................
Well jie, study hard for ur prelims, and aim higher for ur O'levels okay?Miee too lahr, dun say her.I want my money back okay!$$$$$$
You owe miee how much ar??????? eh, i forget i need to get how much inorder to get my money back leh.... HEHEHEH!!!! ;)

2005-09-07T15:24:00.000-07:00

Yay!New template!Just came back from the boring chinese supp lesson.Didn't do much there lor.Like spend 3 hrs dere for nth like tt.Damn it larhz.Waste time.Thought of sleeping through instead of waking up and go for the damn boring supp lor.

Wadeva lah.All over already.I'm just like a wall inbetween 3 frens i can say.Haiz.This one telling me abt the other 2, the other 2 telling miee abt the 1.Haiz.Wad should i do man!?Can someone help me??

Well, i, crystal CHEE, annsley bullied joanne on our way home.In the bus.Heh.We so called chased aft her on the bus jus to put eraser dust on her hair.So lame right?Haiz.Actually was just sitting there INNOCENT(haha) and i saw crystal and annsley throwing eraser dust to joanne.I keep observing them, but the earaser dust jus can't get to ther hair.

An old man was infront of crystal and he keep looking beside him like how cum got things flying here and there one.Den annsley suddenlly turn arnd and she gave me some and ask me to go infront and put on her hair.

So i was like okay larh.So i went lor.At first wasn't successful.Den ltr i managed to put it on her hair.Den she was like,"WAD THE HELL!!!!!" Crystal and annsley wanted to put more on her hair, so thats how we started 'chasing' her in the bus.Yupp.So dumb right?But ltr she managed to escape=)

While going to school, thats the worse man!Delores and i was like sitting there, and den Samantha and joanne came up the bus.And sat behind crystal and annsley.And they started toking to aloudly and dunno wad they doing.A woman behind samantha keep looking lor.So throw face cann.Can't stand them la.Realli lor.

Boring lah now.Tmr got no school.And Sat. also got no more cat. class.No eucharist also.Damn it lor.Haiz.Sian.If only i still can go out.

2005-09-05T21:37:00.000-07:00

Wad the hell, i hate todays tuition.
Is so boring.
I prefer last weeks.
I thought this week would be about the same as last week,
But it turned out to be some freaky idiot tuition.Damn!
Hope next week one more fun.
Haiz.So bored now.
Damn!A bug just went into the keyboard.
Imagine it explodes inside?Ahaha!
Got good show to see.But..... haiz.
All my crazy thoughts.
Well i'm getting damn sleepy now.
Tmr got school.
Haiz.I'm really lazy man.
I dun wan to see dentist!
The freaky day is coming nearer and nearer!
Hope the dentist doesn't tok about my braces stuff again.
If he/she does, i'm gonna freak out man.
I want to learn my 'tong hua' until very good!!!!!
Arg!So excited.
I half way through le.
Going to okay already.
A lil more practice and..... Yay!!!!
Oh man, i'm getting more and more rediculars.Bahhhhh..
Can more pple go online?
I'm kinda bored here.
Got nothing to do.
Hai ya, got nothing more to say.
Bye.

2005-09-03T23:40:00.000-07:00

Lalala......Wadeva

Why dose this have to happen?

You telling the truth?

Hope so ya.

Realli hope to hear frm you damn soon.Miss you lots.

I've been thinking this few days wad if somebody gets electricuted.=)

Very bad right?

Ahaha. I'm really wondering lor.

Wana see wad will really happen.

See whether thier hair will really spike up.Ahaha.

So cartoon.Guess i watch too much cartoon shows ya?

Haiz.

Well, i dun wana hear any question abt me and my...

I'm sick and tired of questions man.

Well, one day i'll just fly to have freedom.

BAHH!Very sad now.

Yay!No more cat. class.

15 oct. den need to go back.

So cool sia.Such a long holiday. =)

Very sian also leh.

Like aft Piano got nothing to do.

Must come home and wait for damn long then go Eucharist.

Sianzation.New word learnt frm my fren.

For Piano now learning 'tong hua' and 'first love'

You know that Japanese song.

Hey i love that song ' you're beautiful'

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful it's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place

And I don't know what to do

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah she caught my eye

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was Fucking high

And I don't think that I'll see her again

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.

You're beautifulit's true.

I saw you face in a crowded place

And I don't know what to do

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truthI will never be with you.

Yeah it rox man.

Well, now must really study damn hard already lor.

PSLE sia.

My prelims marks are not so bad.Yupp.

But dun wana tell pple how much i got.

Hate to compare.

But i passed la.

Not bad la.Still need improvment. =)

Math is the subject that i really need to pass.

Need to concentrate more on my work.

I'm kinda scared abt next week.

Need to see dentist. =)

Actually my greatest fear is to see the dentist.

Mother says that maybe next yr around july i'm going to make braces.

Thats even more scary.

My fren say the cleaning part is pain.

Bahhhhh........

But wad can i do?

Who ask my teeth to be like tt?

Haiz.See la.

Need to go through all these.

The story is actually like this.

Is because my 'gu mah' told my mother dun let my suck the soother know?

Ask me to suck thumb.So dumb.

Den i suck lah.

Den keep pushing my top teeth.Thats why now must wear le lor.

Suppose to be this year making one.

Den got financial probs lah.

So next year lor.

My sister will be working le.

Okay. Nothing much to say already.

Good day!

2005-08-19T20:25:00.000-07:00

Yay!! New skin again.
FINALLY!
finish my PSLE oral!
WHOOO HOOOO!
Just told a big lie today.(to the examiners ^^)
My fren even worse.
She talk so much and so much lie until the teacher ask her to stop.
Think she'll get a damn high mark lor.
hahahhaa. She very funnie.
Well, tmr, i won't have Mrs Rasa's lesson, cat. class and Eucharist!
onli got piano class.
and the following day, gonna have living in.
And den........ PRELIMS!!!!
Very nervous can?
Arh!!!!!!!
Math paper the second day can!?
Really gotta work on all my subjects and get every single thing clear.
Nervous Nervous!!!
I really hope the paper would be easy. =) (who won't hope the the paper would be easy?)

Well, Delores bought miee a ring.
Very nice.
Got star on it.
It cost $3.90
Bought it frm blue21.
Yupp.
So nice of her right?
But we're not les kay!
Dun ever MISTAKEN it.
Or else your head will be rolling.
ahahhaa. kae, thats so damn lame.
I dunno why my frens call me baby lion.
So weird lor.
Jac said it is because of my hair.
=)
yepp!
Let me ask u a question.
Wad did the ruler said to the rock?
And wad did the rock said to the ruler?
U can either answer miee in my tagboard or straight to miee!
Very lame la, the answer.
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You'll never forget the times we had together.
Neither will u forget how good you were to me.
Together we'll make a better life for ourselves and will always remain as one. =)

2005-08-17T16:49:00.000-07:00

today didn't really have much lessons.
cause the first few periods,
we pracetice how to wait,
wad is our group/team for tmr's oral.
So scared for tmr's oral.
Is chinese frist.
den on friday is emglish.
next week havin' prelims le.
scary scary.
realli wana show some pple that i can do better.
must realli concentrate liao.
very scary lor.
i wana show my fren i can get higher marks den her.
so i can make her dun everyday ask me for answer and can let her study on her own.
she every single day either ask me, kasthuri or jacquelyn for our math paper on lor.
so irritaing can.
everyday,"crystal, lend me your paper."
Wah, i tell u, sit beside her can die one.
she realli need lecturing lor.
i let her copy until she got higher marks den me for the past yr papers lor.
damn her lah.
thats why i get irritated.
den i told jac to chnage place for me. and lecture her.
but, so sad, today dun have math lesson.
realli very very nervous about tmr lor.
is PSLE oral lah. *shivers*
NEXT WEEK PRELIMS!
Should start to look through my files.
*Yawns!
I'm tired now.
okay gtg now.
Ta ta. :)

2005-08-14T00:09:00.000-07:00

Deborah and Vera

2005-08-14T00:08:00.000-07:00

Julian and me!

2005-08-12T06:03:00.000-07:00

My fren said that he was trying hard in the relationship.
But wad am i suppose to do?
i'm really confused.
Anybody can tell me?!
He ever saw wad did i said to my fren.
And thats worse.
I didn't say anything bad or wad.
I just told her my feelings.
And he saw.
I was like OMG!
But he dun seem to care.
Guess he must be damn sad too.

Well, today it was kinda fun.
But actually nothing intresting happen.
Well, i think i'm just a wall between 2 frens.
What the hell should i do?
Why must i go through so much problems???????
Are we like actually suppose to be frens in the first place?
Why muz this happen to us when it's already the end of the year?
why can't we just be happy just for once???
Just for once??? Please?
I dun really understand why does all this happen in my life and in my friend's life.
is this a curse or wad???
all i just hope is that we would be happy and be together.
How could this happen to us lah.
Aft 8 months and this happen.
Wad noncense!!!!
Well, i just we would stay together forever.

2005-08-10T17:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

ahahaha. so retarded.
okay okay.
yesterday went to buy new phone.
JOLENE! WAD MAKES U THINK I CHANGE MY NUMBER??
i never change larhz.
hai yo....
stupid lor.
duno wad happen to my old phone.
should see my phone larhz.
nice screen saver man.
my sister thought is screen saver.
even me larhz.
so dumd right?
wah lao...

I wana watch Charlie and the Chocolate Factory!
sounds so nice lor.
i read the story book already damn nice.
bet the movie will be nicer.
can see real thing wad.
ahahaha.
tomorrow school reopen already.
sian lor.
haiz.
wana have more holidays.
so cool! can do wadeva i wan.
if only there was extended holidays.
so nice larhz.

haiz. nobody talk to me in msn.
sianded. (new word! yay!)
Lame ass la me....
haiz.
now realli got nothing to do.
my sister now playing guitar.
ltr going for word.
i felt so guity sia!!!
last week i'm suppose to go for the preparation.
den i forget. i didn't go!!!
Wah!!!!
hai yah...

Aniwae, i wana wish everybody to go smoothly on life and dun give up in wadeva u all do, and i hope all my frens and everybody who know me, will have a funfilled life!!!!

2005-08-08T22:17:00.000-07:00

wad an idiot day sia.
rain early in the morning.
den the games day canceled.
damn it lor.
so idiot, den is like so damn unfair lahz!
den is like some pple so proud lor.
got prize, fist summore.
take the prize already, come down the stage, take ur bag show some idiotic look den walk away.
wads the problem lah?
ur whole attitude changed when u won and got first lor.
wads the problem with getting the prize lah.
siaoty.
hai ya... wadeva lah.

ya.
so today,
went to tuition with him again.
he look kinda sad lah.
but never ask him why.
he damn funni in tuition class!
but cnt say out.
hahahaha! :P
yah, bet he muz be damn happi now...
cause the reason is damn lame.
dun wana say. :)
i got alot of tuition homework to do lah!
can die wan lor. Rarr!!!!!

Arh! i just can't stop thinking how idiotic she was lah!
she realli showed those type of face like realli can't be bothered with us lor.
den when we walking back to class that time,
she was like go with the pple who won the prize lor.
so diotic.
and we agreed to ignore her for the time being.
Jolene was a damn good actress lor.
den ltr she come and look for me,
ask me whether jolene friend her.
so childish!
muahahaha. so i was like dunno? and walk away.
but in the end i got talk to her lah.
can't afford to leave her alone all by herslef.
aniwae she's going home with me wad.
opps, a damn big clue!!!!

well, i'm so sad now!!!!
my phone spoilt!!!!
but good lah.
can buy new phone.
muahahahha!
my mother thought of applying a new line for me.
so is like maybe i changing number AGAIN???
hope to get a new phone as soon as possible.
well, if i get a new number i'll tell u guys. alright?
gtg now.
late le.
bye bye!

2005-08-07T15:27:00.000-07:00

hmmm, wassup pple?
tmr is my school's real house game!!!!
hope it doesn't rain tmr.
or else my group will be damn angry.

well, on mrs rasa's birthday,
we gave her a birthday cake.
gave her a card too.
it has been shared among 7-8 pple.
so many huh. all forgot about her birthday
den we went to school in the morning
prepare the card for her until the prefect scold us.
ahaha.
den when she come we all like
" quick quick! bring to her table! quick! before she comes!"
den we ran to the staff room,
den knock on the door, den rush in.
den the teacher's like
"wah! how come they can just come in like tt? so rude."
ahaha, den we told the teachers not to tell mrs rasa that it's frm us.
den they say okay.
so fun can.

ltr, she bought the cake to class.
she said that she want to share the cake with the pupils that gave her.
den ltr our gang was like pretending, who give one ar? who give one ar?
den we all act gong. ahahaha.
den ltr when she come to class she left it on the table.
den Delores ask her, not scared the cake melt ar?
den she say it won't unless its chocolate.
WHEN IT IS REALLY CHOCOLATE!
den i look at delores, den both of us laugh. muahahaha.
den ltr when she come back to class,
she ask who give her de.
den we look at each other den stand.
den she told us, ltr recess we eat.
so we ate the cake during recess lor.
we played with the cake.
not me lah.
delores and fatin start it first.
they put on each other's face, den ltr gana scolded by mrs wong.
wadvea!!!!
den me and kasthuri like went to wash up.
awhile ltr, den rest came.
so is like i think they gana scolded too
aahahhaha!

yeah, and yesterday, we went to the holy spirit church.
so damn cool can!
all the communities conbined together.
so nice!
they sang damn loud lor.
most of them are guys.
so is like so loud until when we say the 'Our Father',
i was like making my voice damn low also. ahaha.
singing also.
so fun! next week also the same.
and HE was damn poppular becuse of HIS sister.
so everybody was like calling HIS name.
den i think he never hear or wad,
den they say, wah, why HE so dao wan.
muahahaha.
HE GOT ANOTHER SIBLING!
7th one okay?!!?
so many right?
wonder whether is he happy.
ahahaha.
looking forward to next week.
so fun!

gonna have no school for 3 days!
yay! so fun!
but i think i gonna be dead on monday.
which is tmr.
cause i dun have the vocab book with me!!!!!!
arg!!!!!
hai yah, wadeva lah.
make accuses.
ahahaha!
okay lah.
gtg now.
byez byez!

2005-07-27T17:38:00.000-07:00

Harlo!
i'm back again!
well, now waiting for the time to come.
FAST FORWARD PLEASE!!!!!
i want 6.45 to come.
hope today won't end.
thats my wish.

wah. nxt week alot of ppl's b-dae leh.
my sister, mrs rasa, alphonsus.
Mrs Rasa wants each and everyone of us to write a card for her.
So thick skinned.
muahahaha!!!!!
okay lah.

she's a good teacher lor.
realli like her teaching alot.
she would be 6O!!!! i almost forgot.
ahaha. so old le hor?
she still look so fit and strong.
don't evern look like she's 6O this yr.
she look like she's in her late forties.
ahahahah.

my NAPFA! yesterday.
ahaha. so fun can?
my sit-ups got 27, incline pull up got 12, standing board jump got 15 somthing, shuttle run is 11.52.
and the 1.6m run maybe we'll be doing on either this friday or next week.
but hope is nxt week.
leg so pain.
and stomach muscles also pain.
wah lao.
i tell u, i damn lousy one lor. hahaz.
well, i wana either to get silver or gold this year.

today, Ms Boh never come.
So fun.
3 period of chinese i do math.
haha. eat in class summore.
the relive teacher is dunno who lah.
her mother is also a teacher.
but not in our school.
her looks okay lah.
not that pretty and not that ugly lor.
ahahaha. okay lah.
normal.

damn it!
i need to do work liao.
aft doing my homework lah.
i wan to rest wan lor.
irritating. arg!!!!
wadeva lah.

well, everybody like giving me thier autograph book to write le lor.
so many already.
i end of year than let them write.
still almost the whole book empty.
ahaha. hai yah.
okay lah.
listening to my fav. song now.
Lullaby by Bond.

okay larhz.
going off liaoz.
need to eat oso.
Ta ta!

2005-07-25T21:21:00.000-07:00

TMR IS MY PIANO EXAM!!!!

Damn anxious abt tmr lah.
got NAFA, den got piano exam.
wah. can die lah.
but wana move on in my piano.
wana go until grade 8.
think it's possible? i duno.
well, today just went to tuition.
change to monday already.
went there with him.
monday class is more fun den thursday.
the pple there more lively.
dey respond more.
really enjoy being there.
at least know one or two pple there.
and i didn't know Jane was p6.
surprise to see her there.
Julian's cousin was there too.
didn't know he was p6 also.
haha.
yah. and i'm looking forward to monday lessons again!
but some pple there are like no responds.
half dead.
most of them is okay.

miss the heart and tortuise.
although it's with me always.
ahahaha. so lame!

today i feel so guilty.
i like never say bye to him b4 going.
den like i went home without saying a word.
arg!!!! can smb help me???
just feel damn sad lor.
i msged him.
never reply.
the fone i think not with him lahz.
SHIT! NOT WITH HIM??!!
ahhahaha. okay
oh man. i'm going crazy!!!

tuition homework nt yet done.
should i do it today or tmr? or the day after, vice verce.
now i'm realli mad.
hai yah.
okay lah.
wana go off liao.
bye bye!

2005-07-24T17:11:00.000-07:00

IT'S 24th JULY!!!!!

It's one month already!
so fast, eh?
haha, so happy.
but abit sad.
can't tell it out here.
no privacy.haha
i actually think that we're drifting.
and he thinks so too.
so sad right?*sob sob*
but, we will always stay put, and be together for always.
wads wrong with this computer man?
it so damn slow la.
my words are like so slowly they come out.
irritating.

Bond is cool man.
i love thier music.
so nice!
wana be as talented as them.
haha.
i know some of u will say it's impossible.
haha. okay
burning process is over! yes!
okay. i got bond cd! yay!!!

well, i just hope that today won't end.
and yesterday i thought he forgot wad day is today can?
gave me a shock of my life.
ahaha.
and i like asked u know wad day is tmr? (means is today)
he siad of course! it's sunday.
i was like wad the hell!
den ltr he send and day no lah.
and our ***********.
hope it's correct.haha.
so fast lor.
one month le.

okay. i can't wait for Cyprian and Bona to grow up lah.
damn irritating lor.
behind there keep talking and talking.
wah lao.
and it's like Bona is already P6???
(Bona is short form of his name.)
well, boys mature slower den gals.
agree???
ahaha.
ai yah. but aniwae, realli want them to grow up lah.
Cyprian still long long way to go.
he's just P4.
still long.
but i think Bona is realli like have to mature already lah.
he is already P6.
next yr sec one.
which is not surprising.
so imature.
wah lao. i tell u, u see them, u cannot stand them wan lah.
dey will either kick ur guitar, or disturb u.
these are the things they LOVE to do.
irritating lah.
if can ar, my sister wana give them a SLAP ar.
see wads thier reaction.
nice show sia.
haha. haiz.

PRELIMS are round the corner.
is after NATIONAL DAY!
and i can't wait for tt lah.
want it to faster over.
and can live a nice life.
ahhhhhhhh...... -.-''

well, pple out there, study hard for ur exams yah!?
don't play too much.
and BONA and CYPRAIN!!!!
GROW UP PLEASE!

2005-07-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

today was fun!but tiring too!
stayed back until 5:15.
came home around 5:45.
wah.damn tired lah.
wanted to sleep in bus, but going to reach home le.
and i will like alight 1 stop after my fren.
wait nobody wake me up.heh.
haven't do homework yet!
and now there's a lizard in the house.
haha.mother keep conplaining that it's damn disguating.
muahaha!chatting with joannee and messaging him at the same time.
sian lah.oh yah.today mrs rasa good mood man!cool sia.
never scold anybody today.she's damn kind today lah.
haha.and today no tuition.
okay.....my mother screamed cause the lizard drop.
haha!den got 'PIACK' sound.muahahha!
think it must be damn fat.

very tired.very very tired.
my mother scream until my sis wake up!
hahaha!
ARG! it's near my bag and shoe!!!!
i wana sleep.but still got homework!
idiot man.

haha, they can't find the lizard.
hope it ran out of the house sia.
disgusting freak.i hate lizards lah.
so 'er xin'.(disgusting)

caterinais gonna be on tv!
Disney channel, duno wad time, on saturday.
so cool lah, she get to miss lessons yesterday.
haha.took photo and got the signature of a guy.
heard that he's famous?
just totally can't believe her in low cut lah.

2005-07-17T19:41:00.000-07:00

came back and post again.
really feel damn bored nw.
haiz.
wad should i do?
no one called me, no one talk to me.wah sian
and tmr, going back to school.more sain.
haiz.
realli miss him.
thinking of him nw. hahahahahahahaha!
la la la la la, la la la la la........
i like the music in my blog.heh.
so cute.

Look, i never do that to anyone okay.
U* gotta make this clear.
Don't come and anyhow accuse me hor!
WARNING- Don't anyhow accuse pple!!!!!
DAGEROUS!
hope you* see me blog lah! BLEAH!
Go and die lah you.

don't ask anything!!!!
luv you and miss you every minute every sec.

2005-07-17T16:34:00.000-07:00

heh! New blog skin again!
I totally lurv this skin.
Looks so cute haha.
Okay okay.

Well, exams are realli round the corner yah.
Prelims, den PSLE.
haiz.scary.
Still missing my handphone. haha.
whenever i think of my frens, i think of my handphone.
*sob sob* but it's good for me lah.
teach me a lesson-don't message too much.
haha! okay lame.
i hope this yr will faster end.
it'll be so damn bloody great!
can totally enjoy myself, turn the house upside down.heh.
and go roller-blading and stuffs like tt!WOW!!!!!
it rwaks man!
okay, nw gotta do well in everything, get my phone back than can
haha.realli missing my precious phone.
mother using it nw.haha.
sis gonna buy a new phone, den return my mum her phone, den i'll get mine back!
WOO HOO!
great.totally great.
well, i'm missing to many things now.
:D should know wad are they right?
heh.yesterday just meet him lah.
went to eucharist.finally can sit together.
his mother know abt it.yup yup.
speacially said bye to me yesterday.haha!
and esther was damn cute!
she wasn't really that stable in walking, den she fell.
hurt her face, den she look so damn blur first, den cry
so cute lah!
den joey started laughing.so bad.
oh man! tmr's monday!
shit!need to read to Mrs Rasa for aural.
and i hate it sia!
ggrrr.......
think i gotta eat already.
tata!

2005-07-15T00:13:00.000-07:00

it's been so long since i posted.
such a horrible term it is.
i wonder why everything must change.
haha, my habdphone gana confiscated.
and i dunno when i'll get it back, maybe aft PSLE.
or maybe not forever.
kinda sad and happy at times.
wad would happen if my frens wana contact me and i'm outside?
how can i tell my parents when i'm all alone and need to tell them sth important?
i hope it'll end as soon as possible.
but it seems that i don't even mind.
i can don't have it back for have it back it's all the same
but it is just for the sake of my frens. and him.
my dad told me, aft PSLE return, if wana get back, pay it myself.
where do i get the money? would i be able to safe up enough in time?
my mum told me, if i show that i'm really studying hard, den i get back.
but i also heard that they wana cancel the line
so wad the hell really happen?????
is totally sickerning lah
if i'm gonna get it back aft PSLE, den it'll be my belated b-day present frm my parents.
stupid.
arg! wadeva lah, just trying to survive without a handphone now.
sickerning.

I'm free to be who i really am. No pretenses, no broken-promises, no fear.... just a life packed with hope and unfailing love.

'Cause i'm just livin'

Like i should.....(i'minlove)

2005-06-30T10:22:00.000-07:00

now having flu.
tmr i'll be having mass with dunno how many pricipals
well, now i have nothing to say
but i just like this song:

I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why am I in here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
NoI can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I want to start this over again
So I try to hold on to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
NoI can't

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as
I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
Got nowhere to run
The night goes on as
I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

P.S: i'llalwaysloveyou

2005-06-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

hmmm, school's gonna reopen yah? TMR man!
well, abt friday, (well i'm 1 day late. heh)
hmmm, actually we wanted to go to pasir ris, den in the end we went to sentosa
me and julian took a different train then the rest.
den both of us went to fetch joey
den we took taxi to habour front interchange
den took bus to sentosa
which took us damn long? and julian paid the taxi fare
which cost him 15.50?
yah, den when we reach there they all pay him back lah
den we went to the beach and played.
den he actually asked me whether i can be his..............
so i was like erh, yes??!!
yah, den we started playing true or dare.
den mary was like "u and julian only dare"
so i was like erh, okay~
Yah, then we found a damn disgusting bottle floating in the sea den my sister took it
den we started playing, well, the bottle turned to me!!!!!
so they was like "hold julian's hand"
so i did lah, yah.
den the game went on, and my sister said out her deepest secret!!!!!!
haha. yah, so is like everybody know lor.
yah, it was very fun lah, den we leave sentosa at 7 sth.
den we went to habour front and eat.
den we went home, i reach home like 11.45~

2005-06-17T19:48:00.000-07:00

wah siao.
this few days can die la
so sian
still looking forward to our 'trip'!
well, today alphonsus and Vera came to our house.
and alphonsus thought us how to pluck the eucharistice prayer thingy
den awhile ltr, they pack their stuffs and we discuss abt the 'trip'
like who to invite, who pair with who, bring how much, where to go and blah blah....
so at last we decided to like go to parser ris
we wrote down abt 10 or 11 ppl.
who pair with who, haiz, obvious la
bring dunno how much
den still got nice show to watch summore
den dunno who bring wad food or drinks
wah sian!
but gonna enjoy so much!
den dunno how many days ltr, SCHOOL REOPEN!
haiz, den all the work start coming up, all exams and........

end of the yr having our convivence again.
some secret is gonna burst out
and walalalalalalalala I dunno
haiz. realli damn sian la....
y must like tt

friends say i changed alot
haiz
really damn sad
wad the hell is going on man
wad on earth is happening?
haiz.
all i can do now is to enjoy myself, go back to school, with my frens, tok tok, study study.
den go to sec. school
wad school to go??????
STC. muahahahahahaa
so end of the yr i'll say " STC, I'M COMING!"
ahahaha. so fun
den meet so many new frens.
hope i'll still keep in touch with all my crazi gang.
and cause madness everywhere!!!!! :)

so damn fun la.
i realli miss thoes times
we lala here lala there.
one more week or so, i'll be doing it again!
back with all my siaoty frens!
yay!!!!!!!!
bleeee bluuuu bleeeee bluuuu!
OKay...... need to go off soon.
buai buai!

2005-06-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday just went to watch madagasca with my church frens!

we wanted to catch the 4 pm show

den we went to buy the tickets, but i'll be the front row

so we took the 5.50 one

which is like one hour and 10 minutes to wait?

so we loiter around

den julian which is my *ahem* went to accade with deborah's small brother

both of them are the only guys there

so julian was like damn paiseh

cause there was like 4 gals and only one small boi to company him

hahaha.....

and the other 3 gals was like plan for julian and me to like sit together in the cinema

so i was like what the hell!!!!!

hahaha....

so after this we plan to go to sentosa on the 24th...

so excited.... but its like so near to the end of june!!!!!!! ARG!

hope it'll be fun

and after tt, i'll be looking forward to the END OF THE YEAR CHALET!

and this yr would be and happy cum sad yr.

get wad i mean? hahaha.

hmmmm... still thinking who to invite

thought of inviting all the 'rubbish' pple

which is my church youth group

oh ya!! and i'm playing guitar for our community!

was like damn fun and scary la!

hahahhaa.... tomorrow... i'm playing again!

so excited! yay!!!!

2005-06-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

hmmm...
i'll just give a short one and i have to go for piano lesson

well, didn't do much today
just kinda bored
hope u all guys out there like my background music
hahaha!
i find it damn cute
i took it from some type of sponge bob blog skins!
so nice la
haha!
okay la
gtg now
tr need to go library with my sista
bye bye!

2005-06-10T16:36:00.000-07:00

it seems like i've been though a whole disaster of me life

ppl around me don't know how i feel now

if only ppl know each others feelings

den we don't have to say out how we feel

i wana share out my feeling

but who should i do it to?

who will understand me?

wad will they do if i tell them?

how will they feel about me?

i really need someone to share my feelings with

i really need someone to talk to do

i'm suddenly feeling damn tired of carrying on

it seems like something is stopping me

i've once shared my feelings with my friend

wad did they do? nothing!

wad the hell is wrong with sharing ur feelings with them

why can't they just spend a little more time on friends in school during break time?

why can't they just stop whatever they are doing and talk?

why must they do this to thier own friend?

is there anything that can relax ppl's sences?

i realli wana stop thinking for a little while

why does this have to happen to me?

where is peace, love and joy?

where's freedom instead?

why can't ppl not leave my alone

these are some of the questions in my mind right now

there's more

i realli need someone to talk to

2005-06-08T16:17:00.000-07:00

haiz...
there's some questions in my head which i dunno how to answer
i dun even have the answer to it
wad should i do?
who should i turn to
i'm rather scared
i really don't know wad to do
so damn idiot
why does this have to happen to me
why can't everything be normal?
i want to have a normal life
not thinking of anything
really cannot get those questions out of my head
need some answers to them
now i really got nothing to do
but the think of the answer to the questions at night and study in the morning
now i'm trying my best to forget about everything and carry on studying
but.... i can't
wads wrong with me?
wads happening?
this whole situation is realli a dissaster to my life
i'm kinda sick of my life now
wad should i do?
i want everything to be normal!!!!!!
realli feel like giving up now
wish i would just drop dead one day
but wad about my friends and family members
wad would happen to them
i'm realli not thinking deep

i realli wana drop dead and don't think of anything anymore
it seems like there is a entrace and no exits for these questions
wad the hell is happening
can somebody just tell me?!
wads really going on to my life
it's in a terrible mess and i just dunno wad to do
troubles, thoughts, questions are all in my head
one day i realli have to stop thinking and look at the bright side of my life
it seems like there is more of a darker side compared to a brighter side

wad will happen, and wad will not happen
--------- or ------?
------ or ---------?
questions are all in my head
hw could this happen to me?!
can someone just spare my life?!
i wana be as free as a bird
******* thoughts................

2005-06-06T12:22:00.000-07:00

wah

damn teacher, keep picking on me.

wad the hell did i do man?

sick in the head la she

she just likes to scold innocent ppl

siao la

erm, didn't say that i'm innocent

i do alot of funnie stuffs behind my teacher back

ahaha! but she's a good teacher la

all she can do is nag at those students who are stubbon i can say?

she's a good lady la

she 'wasted' her time for our holiday calsses

and she even buy things for us to eat

how good can she be

she just wants us to get either B, A or A*

wa lao

wad can i do man

she gave us like 4 revision to do

but good la

or else holidays need to do assesments

damn sian

dun feel like studying animore

i feel sick man

teachers just keep saying thier same phrases over and over again

" u study hard is for ur own future, not for mine. RIGHT CRYSTAL????"

Wa lao...

Always call my name when she's saying all these stuffs la

all i cam do is yes, yes!!!!

in class is act intrested, outside obviously is can't be bothered la!

ahaha...

hmmm... realli wondering about my future.

BUT, cannot think so far yet.

still must study

guess is the most inportant thing in a p6 girl's life now

well, all i can do now is study damn hard for my prelimes

and den PSLE

and den freedom!!!!! Yay!

er... see, think so far again

haiz

realli looking forward to the december holidays

gonna be in Aloha chalet?

dunno who to invite

ahaha! so excited

oh ya, and the 'new' secondary school thing too!

wana go to STC la

IJ realli rox man

erm, the only thing is i'm not a lesbian

ahaha! retarded

realli hope to get a good result and 'fly' to 'my' secondary school

i love my life

but, sometimes, i'm in a terrible mess

i dun even know wads happening to the ppl around me?

even my friend died, i dun even know until like i was primary 3 and she died in primary 1?

i totally break down when i heard tt news

i was like a total dumb person when i heard tt

is damn sick man

is like y dosen't ppl wana tell me earlier?

y do they have to wait for 2 yrs?!
that friend of mine is a very nice person

she is always sharing her things with me

she's a realli a nice girl

but...................

wadeva it is, i just havta carry on with my life

and be a good girl, and pray for my friend every night.......

2005-06-05T17:58:00.000-07:00

Hey

so happy!

Got new church community!

Cool sia!

Meet alot of new frens

er, actually only 3 la..

Alphonsus, Andrew and Sonia

3 of them rox man!

really appreciate their friendship

but nw i cannot see Alphonsus and Sonia already

Sad case la...

Haiz... But still can contact them...

For Alphonsus, we call him Alphonsoh

His full name is Alfonscious Soh Zhi Wei...

Haha.

Sorry to pai seh u.

He's a nice person la

very friendly

can tok to him very easily

he and andrew can make ppl laugh until stomach pain ar

both of them are really jokers sia

last night we didn't sleep until 4

den e all knock off

so cool man

den today wa, damn tired la

listen to the talk wan to fall asleep liao

until lunch den wake up

den ltr go back,

fall asleep again

wa cao

damn nice lor

3 of them ar nice

realli hope alphonsus can join our community

Fonz! rock on man, join la

he's scared of his god pa

ya la

but we realli dunno how he feel inside

leave it to him to think la

realli hope to see all of dem again

do all our crapiness together

realli all damn rubbish one sia

so cool

juz to tell u ar

all my frens are all juz crazy la

nice right?

meet 2 siaoties

haha!

okay la... dun tok so much kok!

haiz

tuesday need to go back to school again

sian la

got homwork to do.

and tt alphonsus!!!! Where the hell is he!

he nv reply me!

wa lao...

haiz... okay la..

Bye peeps!

3 of u guys, rock on man!

2005-05-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

Yay!
New skin again!
Always thought of getting a skin black in colour!
Finally got one that i realy like!

Hmmm....
Abt yesterday's carnival...
Well, it was kinda fun...
Many things there, alot of rides,
alot of gamez, quite alot of food...
wad i like most there is the racing game..
well i didn't play it, but i see ppl play...
like so cute la...
haha!
fatin won 2 monkeys, one for her, one for her sis...
den ltr she won another monkey,
but too bad i went home already...
and she gave the monkey to delores...
she's damn pro intt game man!
jolene and i wanted to do the hana thing...
den she let my do it first...
so i'm done...
den like she was suppose to be after me,
but the woman like help another person do la...
the the other person is her daughter...
den like jolene didn't have a chance to do la...
den like she already paid for it...
and it cost 2 dollars...
so like she damn angry la...
den she took one of the hana and drew it herself..
so she was like damn angry lor...
den we went to the toilet...
she tell me that she wants so go back and take their hana...
so we went back la...
but she dun dare...
so we went to look for fatin and delores at the jumping castle there...
i saw kimberly like there jumping...
hmmm... okay... quite funnie...
i was there laughing my head off at them...
den ltr delores and fatin went in and they also damn funnie...
mmm... laugh also la...
ahahaha...
okay.. damn lame
den after tt, we went to have a ride...
okay la... keep spining..
hahaha
den ltr fatin went to play he racing game lor..
saw many past year's puipls...
like damn it lor...
so many...
ya la... but it's there last year to see tt small school already...
cuase after 2 years, tt school will be a 7 story school...
so cool right?
like i graduate already la...
damn it lor...
den now our holding school will be located at Pei Hwa primary...
that school big la...
but scary also :D

Yup yup! now holidays...
but still need to go back to school to have lessons!
and need to study for PSLE la...
really need to concentrate more on my studies...
and den ltr can play and play and play already!
yay!
now still a bird in a cage...
Ltr, i'll be set free!
YES!!!!!!!!!
hmm... okay... gt to sign off soon...

it's me, crystal signing off!
Bye~

2005-05-25T05:15:00.000-07:00

Boo!
Well today went to see our holding school.
well it was kinda creepy and spooky...
(erm.. izzit the same meaning?)
we actually like walked around to be more familiar with the school.
den ltr we went to our classroom and settle down.
den we start taking out our clothes n clean the classroom.
my frens and i was like walking around the whole school trying to look for 'things.'
but we're just walking around and scaring ourselves.
so we are like walking around, moving things and screaming and yelling for no reason.
but actually it was damn fun la.
den after that, we walked around the school, making funny sounds and scaring ppl again.

well i was kinda blur on how to go to that school.
cause i think i only can take one bus in-order to go to the front bustop.
so it was like wad the hell! only one bus!
well the school is duno how many bustops aways from my school.
our holding school is call Pei Hua.
jolene's fren use to study there.
and told her that there got.... well u know...
that classrooms are kinda small...
and the toilets are like damn stinky?!
it has been there for 6 months?!
*ahem* okay...
tha hall is bigger *duh!*
the field is outside the school and is bigger, duh.
that school had 3 blocks. A,B and C...
the classrooms are in a
the canteen are in b
and the hall in c!
*obviously!*
well, it's kinda big and as i said earlier, scary!
hope i dun see anything thats for sure!
gonna bring rosary everyday.
and i'm serious!
carry it ith me wherever i go!
haha... wana find out more about my school, look for me at, u guessed it!
crystal_clare@hotmail.com!

2005-05-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

FRIENDS

Friends are like pieces of jig-saw puzzle.

If one piece is gone, it can't be complete.

So treasure every piece.

Dun lose any of them.

They are all presious to us.

Every single piece means something to us.

LOVE

If only there was love in the air

Somebody would be loved by another person.

Isn't it nice to see people loving each other?

Isn't it nice to see people not quarelling?

It's just so nice to see people walking hand in hand, showing love.

If only someone could show my love...

2005-05-18T05:31:00.000-07:00

I believe in miracles. I believe in almost everything.

I want to know the past. Or maybe the future.

I want to know wads going on around me.

Esp my friends. Always feel damn left out.

I feel like i'm a spare tire?

It seems like no one cares. Nobody know.

It seems like everybody dun even want to know.

I really hope they'll know how i feel. (every now and den)

I hope one day i'll show that i really care about them.

I treasure their friendship.

It seems like they dun even treasure it.

Wad can i do? Bare with it?

I think i cannot hold on to it any longer.

I want to break down and cry.

There's nothing i can do.

Just to bear the pain.

2005-05-06T20:38:00.000-07:00

Today was such a fun but scary day
I stayed back after school den it rained..
Haha..
den we so called disturb the malay stall auntie
den after that we went in to have our math lesson.
mrs rasa was like bad mood can?
she was like keep throwing her temper
and even kick one of my friend's chair lor
den on the floor near me, fatin and si xuan
was like leaking
den damn wet lor...
i keep splashing in the water
so fun can
i was like realli la keep playing lor
den after the whole lesson we went home den delores keep splashing in the piddles
that makes me like very wet lor
realli it was like kinda fun la
realli enjoyed myself today

well, exams are really damn near la
need to study real hard le
dying lor
sure die
haiz
okay la
byez

2005-04-28T07:06:00.000-07:00

Yay!
Today after school i stayed back...
Then when i reach home,
My mother told me that me tuition teacher called up
and said today no tuition
I was like jumping in the air...
haha...
Can see that i'm lazy ya?
Hmmm...
Tomorrow having 2 retest...
One science and the other is math..
Math kinda difficult la...
science okay okay...
Study okay already..

While we were staying back in school,
my friends and i was near the science garden...
Den we was like sitting there and chatting...
Den later one of my friend,Jacquelyn, she pluck a grass up and pop it in her mouth
den i look at her..
Den she say,'this is my lunch.'
so we like eeww!
Den we feed her more..
Den after eating grass, she say she wants milk...
Wonder wad will happen to her..
Crazi man!
Oh ya...
And den she ate up the whole watermelon..
So i was like telling her, y don't eat up the whole plastic bag..
She's a cow man!
MoOoo...
She's just a crazy gal..
Nothing surprising.. Just like me!

Now feeling damn miserable...
Wonder wad will happen if all my friends say bye!
and walk off
hmmm...
wonder if u ever accepted me...
wad will happen?
wad will happen if u die?
wad will happen if we separated?
i reali wonder...
lost of thoughts in my head...
alright got to be going now..
tata

2005-04-15T23:21:00.000-07:00

Yeah
i know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
but hey what daddy tell you?
stiffen up little soldier
what you crying about?
you got me

Hailie i know u miss your mom and i know u miss ur dad
well i'm gone but i'm trying to give u a life that i never had
i can see it in your eyes deep inside you wana cry
cuz you're scared i ain't there?
daddy's here no more nightmares
we gone' pull together through it we gone' do it
Laney uncles crazy aib't he?
yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
we're all we got in this world
when it spins when swirls
when it whirls when it twirls
two little beautiful girls looking puzzle din and daze
i kow it's confusing you
daddy's always on the move momma's always on the news
i try to keep you shelter from it but somehow it seems
all the things growing up his daddy had to see
daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
we did not plan it to be this way your mother and me
but things have gotten so bad between us
i don't see us every being together ever again
like we used to be when we was teenagers but then of cause everything always happen foe a reason
i guess it was never meant to be
but it's just something we have no control ove that's what destiny is
but no more worried rest your head and go to sleep
maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all juz be a dream

(chorus)
now hush little baby don't you cry
everything's gonna be alright
stiffen that upper lip up
daddy's here to hold u through the night
i kow mummy's not here right now and we don't know why
we feel how we feel inside
it may seem a little crazy pretty baby
but i promise momma's gon' be alright

it's funny
i remember back one year when daddy had no money
mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up and stuck them under the tree and said some of them we for me
cause daddy couldn't buy them
I'll never forget that Christmas i sat up the whole night crying
cause daddy felt like a bum see daddy had a job
but his job was to keep the food on the table for u and mom
and at the time every house that we lived in
either kept setting broke into and robbed
or shot up in the block and your mom was saving money for u in a jar
try na start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stold it
and i know it hurt so bad that it broke your momma's heart
and it seemed like everything wad just starting to fall apart
mom and dad was arguing alot so momma moved back
on the Chalmers in the flat on the bedroom apartment
and dad moved back to the other side of 8 mile on Novara
and thant's when daddy went to california with his CD and met Dr Dre
and flew you and momma out to see me
but daddy had to work you and momma had to leave me
then u started seeing daddy on TV and momma didn't like it
papa was a rolling stone momma developed a habit
and it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
i'm just sorry you were there and had to witnedd it first hand
cause all i ever wanted to do was just to make you proud
now i'm sitting in this empty house just reminiscing
looking at your baby pictures sit just trips me out
wow huess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
laney i'm talking to you too daddy's still here
i like the sound of that yeah
it's got a ring to it don't it?
shh momma's only gone for the moment
(chorus)
and if you ask me too
daddy's gonna buy u a mockingbird
i'm ma give u the world
i'm ma buy a diamond ring for you
i'm ma sing for you
i'll do anything for you to see you smile
and if the mockingbird don't sing and the ring don't shine
i'm ma break that birdies neck 'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
and make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad(haha)

P.S
This is how i feel now...

I Just Wana Live

2005-03-17T04:26:00.000-08:00

Boo! Today dunno wad to post so i juz post "i juz wana live!"

I need an alarm system in my house
So I know when people are
Creeping about These people are
Freaking me out

It's getting hectic everywhere that I go
They won't leave me alone T
here's things they all wanna know
I'm paranoid about the people I meet
Why are they talking to me?
And why can't anyone see

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live
Just wanna live [x6]

I rock a
Lawsuit when I'm going to court
A white suit when I'm gettin' divorced
A black suit at the funeral home
And my birthday suit when I'm home alone
Talkin' on the phone
Got an interview
With the rolling stone
They're saying “
Now you're rich and
Now you're famous
And fake ass girls all know your names and
Lifestyles of the rich and famous
Was your first hit aren't you ashamed?”
Of the life [x2]
Of the life we're livin'

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

Stop your messin' around boy
Better think a your future
Better make some good plans boy
Said everyone of my teachers

Lookout
You better play it safe
You never know what hard times will come your way
We say
Where we're coming from
We've already seen
The wealth that this life can bring

Now we're expected everywhere that we go
All the things that they say
Yeah we already know

I just wanna live
Don't really care about the things that they say
Don't really care about what happens to me
Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3]
I just wanna live Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about the things that they say
Just wanna live [x3]
Don't really care about what happens to me
I just wanna live

2005-03-11T18:31:00.000-08:00

Boo!
Today is the meet the parents session...
But i didn't follow my mother...
Haha...
Wonder wad my teacher gonna talk about...
surely all bad things wan la...
stupid Rasa...

I want to watch Series Of Unfortunate Events and Sponge Bob...
I find this 2 shows so cool!
Realli wan to watch both of them...
Den my friends like dunno who to watch wif
Delores wan to watch wif her cousin and us...
So abit confussed to her...
Haha....
Who lives in a pineapple and under the sea...SPOGE BOB SQUARE PANTS!
I know nothing about Series Of Unfortunate Events...
Haha....
Okay la...
GTG now...
Bye bye!

2005-03-09T18:41:00.000-08:00

Boo!
I'm back with all my rubbish...
Well, i finally went through CA1...
Results ain't that good...
Need to work harder harder!
Today wanted to play the ghost game...
But in the end nothing happen...
So okay la...
Nothing happen lor...
But a lot of wind and suddenly got thunder..
that's the scariest one...
Thunder...
Den later went to have chinese supplementry...
Den went to Jolene's house..
And try again...
Nothing happen
So, don't care lor...
Den ltr we do project...
Den ltr we go home already lor...
Juz finish doing my homework and eating...
Haha...
Tomorrow will miss my tuition lessons...
Cause tomorrow going cruise....
Haha...
Gonna have lotsa fun...
Wonder wad are we going to do there...
Surely damn fun wan laz....
Damn it!
My msn isn't working...
Sick...
Cannot come out...
How am i suppose to go online...
Idiotic ass...
Haiz...
Okay la...
Got to do something already...
See ya!~

2005-02-20T23:19:00.000-08:00

Well, i'm back again...
I went to school yesterday..
Den i didn't go out already...
I stayed at home and rest...
I watched ChingGay yesterday on tv la...
Haha...
So nice... Some so scary..
Yesterday was realli at home all alone..
So scary...
hahaha....
Delores was like scaring me....
Haiz...
Later i will be going with my mother to church..
Evening church...
Cause i don't wan to go so early wan...
Den can sun bian company my mother as she yesterday also never go church...
Now also damn sian man...
Nothing to do wan...
Haiz...
So bored...
I dun wan to go back to school tomorrow!!!
Exams are like round the coner?!
Arh! I want to pass!!!!
Shit... Should be revising...
Hiaz... Dunno whether i do all homework finish already or not...
Well, i'mm kinda sian now lor...
Nobody online de...
So bored... Wonder wad are my friends doing now...
Oh ya... Jolene got fever...
40 somting....
Should go hospital lor...
She say dun wan...
And it's like siao lor...
She wan to die or wad?
I like kinda dun believe la...
Cause she should be resting la...
Den is like she message me say she slp 12 something...
Den is like she sleep later than me(even though i gt cough)
Siao la...
I realli dun believe la...
Haiz...
OKay la...
BYe bye...

2005-02-05T03:49:00.000-08:00

I'm gonna perform in March!!!!!
I'm kinda excited.....
Piano!
Haiz.....
So scared..... And i'm gonna haf piano exam....
Haiz... All piano....
Hmmm.... Kinda scared....
Summore gt PSLE.....
So damn idiot....
Haiz... I gt nothing to do now....
Toking to my fren on the phone and now online....
Gt nobody to tok to....
Sian la.... Haiz....
Hmmm..... My favourite piggy bank...
So damn sad....
But SOMEONE helping my to me one piggy bank for my birthday...
The PERSON already buy for me...
Cause the person sae that maybe the person will be going out already....
So sweet right?
Haha... Hmmm....
So damn kind lor...
Haiz....
Veri sian now la...
Haiz...
Okay la....
Don't want to type already....
Bye!

2005-02-01T16:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...
So far school went on well...
Slowly slowly like my teacher......
She's really kind la...
Alot of ppl sae she like me..
Den they sae i will be the nxt courteous gal..
Den i like wadeva lor...
Haiz...
Today i never bring my English draft 2 den she say kindly tmr bring...
Den my frens also say wad, she like me...
All the noncence come out again...
Haiz....
Den got a guy like me....
Is my fren's fren...
Den is like he told her that he like me, then my fren tell me...
Den at first i don't believe...
Den she show me the message...
Den i was like wadeva!
Den i walk away...
I was like so angry lor...
Cause she tell him that i like him something like tt..
Den i was like dam it!!!!!!
I really wana slap her lor...
Haiz...
Now he is online...
Toking to him summore....
Haiz...
Okay la...
Byebye...

2005-01-21T20:47:00.000-08:00

Now i'm doing nothing...
Just waiting for a gd tm to bathe...
Preparing to go to my piano class...
I'm some place during the march,
i'm going to perform...
Now is my first time playing on a Grand Piano...
My sister told me that,
no matter how well u play in the normal piano,
u will still play wrong notes on the grand piano...
When i heard that i was like kinda shock...
Haiz... Hope i can play well lor..
Sick thing keep popping out in my computer...
Haiz....
So bored nothing to do...
Got nobody online to tok to...
Sianded....
3 days of holidays!!!!! Going to end....
Haaz... Haiz...
Bored...
I wan to go to school....
I dun wan to stay @ hm..
So bored...
I rather see my teachers than stay at home doing assessment...
I wan to go out!
Can i fast foward the time?
Haiz...
The week past veri fast...
Agree? Haiz... Okay la... Lazy to post already..
Bye!

2005-01-18T02:23:00.000-08:00

Yay! Today i woke up earlier!!!!
I woke up at 6.15 exactly...
Den i sit on the dining table and eat when it is 6.20...
Early huh?
Den today i never see the time then i juz go down...
It's like so early? Den i wait for delores very long...
Hahaz...
Den she told my wad happen to her sister...
Sounds so seroius okay?
She went to the clinic... Den ltr to the hospital...
She went to the hospital because her head very pain and got asthma...
Den she sae the clinic ppl and the hospital ppl very fierce...
Den Eunica keep crying...
So poor thing okay?
But i dunno how is she now...
Never go to school for dunno how many days already la..
Poor lil gal...
Now i very tired...
So sian... At home got nothing to do wan... haiz...
okay la...
I dun wan to type already...
Bye bye!

2005-01-14T20:39:00.000-08:00

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Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.

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2005-01-14T20:31:00.000-08:00

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2005-01-14T19:36:00.000-08:00

Some weird ppl added me in msn which i don't know who the person is...
Todae i woke up arn 11 something...
Den i wake up and eat bread...
Den i watch TV, then come and use the computer...
Ltr gg piano and church class....
Haiz... My church teacher like can bully like tt lor...
She call Ms Agatha... Dunno wads the ser name la..
Forget already..
She looks kind and like can bully...
But i think the class is like so extra lor..
Haiz.... But 1 thing good is that i won't be at home...
Haha.... Becoz i hate my dad to be at home..
He will ask me to pack all my things and bla bla bla...
Juz hate it alot lor..
Haha....
The earring i bought yesterdae, i'm wearing it now...
So nice...
Gt one love word there...
I fren also buy..
I buy one for my fren for her early birthdae present...
She thank me like hell...
Haiz... Okay la...
FATHER ask me to pack my bed already...
Now u get wad i mean?

2005-01-14T19:04:00.000-08:00

Went to school of cuz...
After school, i stayed back for supplemetry lesson...
Den after that we still stay back to play softball...
Juz the catching...
But i never join softball...
Well, it was fun... But i hurt my hand...
But now okay already...
After playing we go to westmall to do homework...
Den i went to buy one earring...
So cute... Got one love word there...
Oh ya! Today is jolene's birthdae!
I wish her a happi BIRDdae...
Hahazz.... Okay enough of all the craps...
Mrs Rasa scold someone again...
But she realli got to be scolded lor...
I dun know how to spell her name la..
But Mrs Rasa always sae she want to slap ppl...
Haiz... But of cuz she can't...
But i think if she realli cannot control, maybe she will slap...
She say one day she might just collapse infront of us...
As she said she is already so old...
Some of her sister's already passed away...
She 60 yrs old already...
Dis yr resigning already...
Have i told u all this?
I thought i did....
Haiz.... But she's a really good teacher....
Acually a kind lady...
But she of cuz can be very fierce at times la...
But she will tell jokes la...
Of cuz... Or else we will die man (if a class is wothout jokes)...
So many ppl she has teach, all become very good already lor...
She still got alot of letters la, phone calls from all her previous students...
All the ones which passed...
Her 2 daughters are both lawyers...
Her whole fmaily is either lawyers or doctors wan...
She the only teacher...
She got a car, a garden in her house and a libary in her house...
So u can see how rich is she ya?
She has been teaching for more then 30 years..
And she got alot of stories to tell...
All u can go WA wan lor...
Okay la... Need to eat dinner already...

2005-01-13T22:06:00.000-08:00

Thought I posted yesterdae...
Haiz... Todae i wake up early, coz i thought it was time for me to wake up...
But is was 5 something...
Coz my sister leave the light on when she go and crush teeth...
So i thought is my mother come in and wake me up..
But when i go out the living room's light wasn't on...
Den i know my mother nv wake up and make breakfast...
So i went in to her room...
Den she tell me is 5 something only la...
So i went back to sleep...
Den awhile then i wake up...
So i was very very tired...
Haiz... Den todae i went to tuition, need to do alot of things lor..
Haiz...Hate to be a P6...
Y must they change the standard?
So idiot lor... Haiz.... Wait next time other ppl stuyding ar, all die ar...
So hard... Haiz....
Eating Snickers now... At this time... 10.01...
Hahaz... My bigger sister haven come hm yet....
Dun even know where she go...
When i come back hm she was still at home...
Den when i go to tuition, come back then she gone already...
Weird... Wonder where she is now....
kinda tired now...Wan to sleep but i want to play the computer...
So i dunno wad to do now...
Can i cut my body into half?
One go to slp one play the computer...
I think tts total retarded....
I wonder why Mrs Rasa is so fierce...
She now 60... And resigning soon...
Some of my frens like her, some not at all...
But when she scold my fren, i can see that my fren realli hate her alot...
Can see wan lor....
I dun wan to go to school tomorrow....
So sian.... How? Veri idiot wan lor...
I think every thursday i won't be able to do finish my homework....
Due to the tuition...
Like so extra can?
*ywan*!
Okay la.... I wan to sleep already...
Cya!

2005-01-11T07:04:00.000-08:00

Did improve a lil todae...
Wake up like 6.20...
5 min late... Izzit the same as yeaterdae?
I forget.... Well, didn't realli rush todae...
I thought i will be slping late todae...
Coz i got a num of homework to be done...
Den now all finish already....
I was so scared okay...
But in the afternoon i slp awhile...
Came home ard 4.20...
Stayed back for supp, den ltr help teacher do stuffs...
So i went hm kinda late, den i have my afternoon nap....
Woke up ard 7 plus...
Den went down to buy something....
Den like aready 9 plus....
So i scared scared la... Hahaz...
Den i thought i realli cannot do my hmwork finish....
But in the end, I'm done!
Todae got about 3 homework...
All very easy wan lor....
No!2 hmwork...
Okay... Need to sleep already...
Veri late already....

2005-01-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse

which happy bunny are you?
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2005-01-10T01:15:00.000-08:00

That was such a cute story! I loved it. Please
rate! *Kayla

Daddy (this is a very sweet story, you should read it!)
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2005-01-09T23:44:00.000-08:00

Went to school today of cuz...
And i almost didn't wake up this morning...
I was veri veri tired...
I didn't even know tt my mother came in and off the air-con..
The light was on and i still can continue sleeping...
I took about 15 minutes to wake up...
Den i go to school...
I thought i will be late...
Cause i'm meeting Delores at 6.40, and i need to go down 5 min earlier...
Den by the time i start eating my bread was like already 6.35...
So i rush la... But in the end i went there first...
She was waiting for the trafic light la...
Den i already at the interchange...
But normally we reach there the same time but i will cross the road first...
Because i J-walk.... Hahaz... Tt part always no car wan wad..
And i always follow ppl wan... Hahaz...
Now i do all my homework finish already... Juz left one more...
Which i need my mother's help...
Now she's on the phone... I got nothing to do now...
So i post lor... So bored... Nobody online wan...
Haiz... My sister juz came hm... Now watching tv...
I love my blogskin man... So cute...
Well, so far i changed 3 blogskin...
Hahaz... But some of you nv see la...
But the music nv change... Hahaz.... I like it so much can!
Yaya! Finally i'm toking to someone in msn... Okay...
See ya... Need to discuss someting wif her..
Bye!

2005-01-09T23:36:00.000-08:00

The very first thing i did in the morning was i went to the computer after eating...
I went to look for a new blogskin, and while i was looking, i was eating too...
I was the only one at home... Thats why i can do tt...
After tt, my sister came hm... Den after awhile i let her use the computer...
Den i went to ply the piano... Den later i came back to the computer again...
Den ltr we went to eat lunch @ Madonals... Den we go to our cousin's house...
My sister need him for tuition for accounts...
So i went there with her.... I was so totally bored after learning my spelling there...
We were there like almost 5 hrs... And den he fetch us to Plaza with my another sister nad mother...
We went there to eat dinner la... Den after tt we come home... And den can sae i got ready for tomorrow's school...
Like putting the shoe laces... And packing my bag... My favourite subject is Maths i can sae....
Haha... Okay... Need to sleep already... It's so late!!!!

2005-01-08T01:09:00.000-08:00

You come from Heaven. You're the purest of pure, a
saint. You're probably an angel sent directly
from Heaven.

Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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2005-01-07T22:33:00.000-08:00

Kind of bored now.... Nothing to do... So i came back to post...Realli got nothing to do... So bored... Now i'm online toking to onli one fren... So sian...No mood to sleep... Realli lor... Like now wan to sleep... But so early only... So sian...Dis fren here i'm toking to now, sometimes don't know wad i'm toking about... Coz she like dunno short forms?Den need to type everything clearly... So ma fan.... Haiz... Now 10 something... Still very early lor...But if school daes i have to sleep now lor...
Not use to it can? Like holiday i every night sleep so late... Den now suddenly need to sleep so early den need to wake up so early...Now my eyes wan to close already... Realli feel very sian lor... Y can't it be 12 now? Den i can go to my cozy bed and sleep already... Now realli got no mood... Wa lao... Now i very gong lor... Dun even know anything... I nv have a afternoon nap... Tts y now i so tired...Haiz... Okay la... Need to rest my eyes already... C ya...

2005-01-07T17:49:00.000-08:00

Went to school today of cuz...
And is the last day of week 1!
Well, i stay back in school wif my friends to do homework...
Den leave school at 2...
Came home around 2.30...
Den continue doing my homework...
Now all do finish already lor...
Now i'm very tired...
So sian wan...
Nth to do...
Haiz...
Tonite can sleep late already lor...
Haha...
Today got the fist Friday of the yr mass...
Dunno month or yr la... Wadever la... still the same...
I hate my chinese teacher can!
So irritating....
Everyday need to say one sentence to her...
Siao lor..
Den if u never read frm a book gt 1 mark...
If like tt sae got 2 marks...
If very good got 4 marks...
Siao wan la...
Haiz...
Dis yr the teacher all KNS wan lor...
Mrs Mahani became the vice principal...
My class was like WA!
Den we clap for her so loudly!
Haiz....
Her teaching also very good lor...
Not mad la...
Now the teacher Mrs Rasa very like can say thick skin?
Alwaes sae wad, i can teacher u all untill very good...
Den she will say herself untill like very great like tt lor...
Siao la...
Haiz...
The only best teacher is my PE teacher...
She so cute...
Haag...
I wan to sleep...
But i dun feel like sleeping...
Haha... Okay... So wad those tt mean?
I dunno?
Juz wan to say is, i dun wan to continue school..
Can tomorrow be the end of 2005?
Juz wan to faster go to secondary school lor...
But is like i cannot believe that i am sec 1 next yr...
Haiz...
And i realli wan to go to ST Theresa's convent...
Then can see all the previous P6...
I miss all of them okay...
Nt before us wan la...
Before us the another before....
Understand?
Means is kimberly's batch la....
Juz like tt lor...
My sister dis yr graduate also...
Haha... Sec 4 dis yr wad...
O'levels summore...
Den i PSLE...
Haiz... Realli need to study real hard this time...
Okay la... Gtg already...
Bye bye!

Fortune Teller,

2005-01-06T01:15:00.000-08:00

You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate. You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

Back from NDP preview!!!!!!!

2004-07-18T00:50:00.000-07:00

Hi! i'm back from NDP preview(today is sunday)... hmm... it was so fun k... i scream untill i got no voice arh.... but after drinking lots of water than it is okay already lor... hahaha... ok....

In the middle off e show u cannot go toilet wan lor... if u really wan to go and u have to que untill dunno hoe long lor.... got ppl que for 1 hour!!!! isn't them crazy?

than i was like wa cow que for so long.... hai yo... let me tell u somthing... the most happiest teacher there is...... mr morias! And u know when the whole show ended, Mrs wong still can scold my friend okay!!!!!! hmm.... that was my most happyiest time of my life... (not my whole life yet).. hmm.. okay..

later need to gp and celebrate my grandfather's brithday already... need to prepare liao... okay... see ya!

Hey! It's show time!!!!!

2004-07-15T08:12:00.000-07:00

Hey! wassup? K's.... Doing well in your studies? Well I'm not toking to myself but to all of yah out there! K... Any stress? Well maybe I can/can't help....But I'm so happy! Going to the NE show liao..... Got fun bag summore yo! kk... But come home maybe quite late lor... Well on Sunday, going to my grand dad's birthday.... *sianz*... kk I'm bad yah? hahahhaa.... I dun really like my father's side the ppl lor... Most of the time they like ask the same old question wan lor " how is your studies?" I GET SO IRRITATED! kk... I'm evil! I feel like bashing them up and cutting them into pieces okay. hmm... toking about other thing? i have nothing ot say already lor... oh yar! my mother's birthday comming liao... well can't tell out when is it... later all of you know ar... than not fair... u all know i dunno... kk... hehehe..... :).... hmm... nothing to say liao lor... ok... all i wan to say is may all your wishes come true and hope all your exams pass with flying colours! ToDaY i SaW a RaInBoW... hahahahahaha

Today! (Friday)

2004-07-02T22:35:00.000-07:00

hey! I'm back again! Well the skool change my maths teacher to miss kok... Okay... Now I have to introduce her to all of u out there.... K... She is short(even wearing her high hells) and she's a bit tent, she reborn her hair. So for my is not so easy to spot her coz she is short... K...Her teaching is super slow lah.... And u know wad she say????????????

OMG... K she say.... "U can write LOVE LETTER to me if u wan to tok to me... And if u want to grow taller u have to hug ME!!!!!!" then everybody is like eeeeeewwwwwww.... Than I was like OMG! y like tt wan this teacher??????? But I think she quite kind la...

kk.... She is crazy... hmmm.... Yah! I also change Chinese teacher.... So is like she is tall very fair and thin as my math teacher is quite fat(but not so fat until cannot go through the door)... So is like they 2 are the opposite?????? So it's easy to remember than lor.... K's.... Then 2 are abit crazy too... hahaha... Okay... Mrs mahani also can say tt she is crazy lor..... hahahahahhaa.... hmmm

ok so i have 3 crazy teacher's teaching my.... hmm.... kkkk... got to go piano already.... k bye!!!!!!!!

(Sunday's) Today!

2004-06-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

Hey! i'm back again! well? i have done like not so many things.... but all i hafta tell u is tt I DUN WAN TO GO TO SKOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!! well... i'm lazy.. i dun wan to study... hahaha.... but, i have already studyed some of the maths problems liao... so maybe in skool of cuz hafta still pay attention in calss lah... or eles maybe the teacher will teach something diff... so now!!!!! wat shall i do????? tok? slp? study? WAT???!!! okay.... i'm getting crazy again!!!!!!!!! gonna give gift to my friends tomorrow so... see all of u tomorrow friends!!!!!!!!!

Crystal's draft for Today!

(Saturday's) Today!

2004-06-26T01:59:00.000-07:00

Hey!!!!!! Nice u see u all again! juz came back from Korea! I was sooooooo tired when I get back.... But happy!!!!!!! I climbed Mt. Sorak over there... And it's wow! So cooling up there! And the other mountains were nice too! i love it alot.... and we eat one ice-cream tt is 23m long(including the cone). and it melted alot too.... than we went to find the toilet to wash our hands but in the end we went in the male's toilet.... cuz the female's toilet got somebody inside... but! the male's toilet is like u know? thoes type of one toilet bowl onie. not those type like one whole thing.... than got alot of doors wan.... understand? hahaha okay nvm if u don't.

well we also went to the hot spring! it was hot when we step in there... hahaha okay.. here now, we hata strip totally naked and have a shower b4 stepping inside the water... there have warm water, hot water, and icy cold water. actually we have to go to the hot water than the cold wan than the hot one than the cold wan than the hot wan than the cold wan. and than out we go and have a sower agian than go back to our hotel (the first one) than later we go into our tour bus that we go and eat! okay tts for tt day! well.... have a good holiday? hope so! okay.... gtg now bye bye! tc!